The Human Race

I am so sick and tired of how weak and pathetic the human race is. Whoever said we were the most superior or whatever the hell it is, they were/are either way too optimistic or just plain stupid and blind.

I am sick of people’s inability to deal with honesty. Rather, they choose to accept only entirely fake and sugarcoated situations because either 1) they do not realize it, or 2) they are cowards and cannot face it. I don’t understand - actually, I do, because again, it goes back to how weak humans are - why people would rather have fake relationships and friendships, when everything is on the surface and goes no deeper. And when I’m talking about fake relationships/friendships, no, I am not talking about the normally assumed “fake.” It is not that kind of fake. That kind of fake is just stupid. The kind of fake I’m talking about is all these little inside jokes and “hang outs” people have and “bonding time” when in fact, there IS no bonding done because nothing significant ever goes down. Nothing is EVER happening. All we seem to do is indulge ourselves in seemingly fun situations (which I admit: they are fun, but fuck that.) believing that they are living the life, when in fact, they have lived nothing at all. And amidst of all this, people are still fake to each other because they are afraid to really say what they think.

And that is my problem with humans. I already complained about this before, and if I sound redundant, it’s only because I am frustrated. All of this fakeness that seems to be necessary for any interaction to take place only results in a set standard - a set line - that defines how far people are allowed to go, and what they’re “not supposed to say.” Why? Because people can’t take it otherwise. They don’t know how to deal with it. They are weak. They would rather have happy and nice words placed in front of them rather than what may not be as happy and nice but at least real. And when people are able to cross this line and, for once, be something else that the majority of the people are incapable of, they can’t. Because this line, the standard, exists. And that’s society. And you get shunned for it. People look at you in shock. They can’t comprehend any of it.

And on the lines of just how weak humans are, let’s talk about relationships. Guy-girl, man-woman, whatever you want to call it. What is this need to feel like a person needs to belong to someone else? Why do people have the need to have, yet again, another fake and pretentious and on-the-surface relationship that leads to absolutely no where? Why do people do shit to others in the process of trying to compensate themselves by trying to find “the one” or someone to fill the voids they feel? Why are they unable to accept that we are alone and we will be? Why must they look for other alternatives? And why do feelings fuck people up? What the hell is it about some chemical reactions in our brain or whatever the hell it is that is scientifically related to “feelings” that causes people to commit suicide, ditch school, give up on life, and everything else? What is it about humans that they must be so goddamn weak and incapable?

If humans are so great, why do we have corruption, poverty, racism, crime, and everything else? Do not tell me it is to balance everything else out. That is the easy-way-out answer. If you believe that there was some “Creator” who made humans and the universe and whatever else, then, what exactly do you thank your “Creator” for anyways? A world inhabited by beings who are too pathetic for themselves? Blind optimism? Ignorance? Why would your “Creator” create a world as sickening as our world? What exactly do you pray to when you’re in church? To better human kind? Let me tell you something: it will not work, nor will it ever.

So what the fuck is all of this? I am so sick of watching humans destroy each other. One day, the world will end. An apocalypse might as well come and get it over with. One day, we will die from everything that is caused by ourselves.

So why the fuck are we here?

But I can answer my own question: there is no reason.

What a waste. Really. What a shame. All this human potential, gone to waste, over centuries of time. And it will only continue.